Absence

On Thursday  he didn’t come home like  usual.

He didn’t phone me either to tell he would be late.

I waited a couple of hours. Strange thoughts kept coming to my mind. I tried to phone him, no answer… Agony…My heart felt tight, not enough air to breathe.

Waiting…

Five hours later came a phone call, he was in the hospital.

It was such a shock to see him at the Stroke Unit…He fainted, he can’t really say what happened. He fell down, his head and shoulder got badly injured. Tomorrow is the surgery,  his shoulder hurts too much, something is broken, they have to operate it.  The doctors still don’t know what is wrong,  why he lost consciousness all of a sudden; a lot of exams to find out what happened so that he can get the proper treatment.

Why is it not only a very bad dream?…..

I go to the hospital every day.

I want to be by his side and hold his hand.

Nothing else matters.

I have no idea when I’ll post again. I hope you understand.

signature Suzie

Comments

Deb said…
OMG Suzie, What a terrible thing for you to bear. I am all teary thinking about it and how much you will be going through.
Please know my love and thoughts are with you at this worrying time.
Suzie - sending lots of thoughts and prayers your way for you and your family. Take care my friend, Lisa
Christy said…
My thoughts are with you suzie on this difficult time. Sending good thoughts and prayers your way!
Ulla said…
Dear Suzie, I'm with you in my thoughts, wishing you courage and all the best wishes for your family.
Stephanie said…
All good thoughts are with you and your family.
Anne Ida said…
Oh, Suzie! My warmest wishes for you and your family! Take care, and know I'm thinking of you! Lots of warm hugs, dear friend!
xxx
Anne-Mette said…
Liebe Suzie.
Ich wünsche dir viel Kraft für die Zeit, die vor dir liegt und wünsche alles Gute für euch. Es muss für dich fürchtbar gewesen sein.
Ich drücke dir ganz fest.
Liebe Grüsse
Anne-Mette
nicolette said…
Dear Suzie, what a terrible experience. Sending lots of hugs and healing thoughts. Take care!
Oh Suzie, My thoughts and prayers are with you and the family.
Stina said…
Oh No Suzie... this was so sad to know!!! I hope with all my heart that everything will be ok.. hope for you to be strong and my thoughts are with you and your family... Take care...and BIG HUG!!!
Sandi said…
Dear Suzie,
What a terrible thing to happen. Hope all will be okay soon. Thinking of you my friend.
Sending a big hug for you too!
will be thinking of you..........hope all goes well and they work out what happened........
Dearest Suzie,
My thoughts and prayers are with you during this difficult time. Please take care of yourself.
Love and hugs from across the ocean,
~Karen~
tirane93 said…
thinking of you and yours while you work through this really hard time together.
Suzie we are all thinking of you of course. Sending good vibes your way and waiting for the update that says everything is fine.
Messy Karen said…
sending my love to you.
Melody said…
Oh Suzie,
I am praying for you and your beloved. God Bless You Both!
Hugs,
Melody
Simone de Klerk said…
Oh, dear Suzie. My thoughts are with you and your loved one! Take good care.
Katherine said…
Oh, Suzie! My heart goes out to you and your family. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

Lots of hugs, Katherine
Carole said…
Oh Suzie, of course we understand. And of course nothing else matters. All my wishes of recovery and strength, and of course prayers for you. Hang in there.
Melanie said…
Hugs Suzie, so sorry to only just read this. Of course your place is by his side. My thoughts and wishes are with you hun. Rest whenever you can as shock takes it out of you.

Big hugs.
Carrie P. said…
Oh, I wish it were just a bad dream. How scary for you. I will be praying for you and your family.
jodi said…
Suzie, I've been there, too. Yo are in my thoughts and prayers. I hope all is well with your family, and that you will be home together soon.
Barb said…
How horrible.....hope all turns out well and recovery will be swift.
Eileen said…
I would have been frantic. I hope they can discover the cause and find a remedy soon.. please know you are in our thoughts and prayers.
Annemariesquilt said…
Ohhh I am so sorry to here Suzie...
I will think about you all the time!!!
I realy hope everything turns out well for you and your family..
( Sorry I have been without network and therfore I have not commented on this before)
Patsy said…
I am so sorry about your family. I hope all is better now. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. God bless ya'll!!!
Karen said…
Suzie, I was so surprised to read your post and find you have been having such a difficult time. You are such a sweet caring person. I know you will be by his side every step of the way. I am sorry you have to go through such a trying time. Please don't forget to also take care of yourself. My thoughts are with you and your family. Karen
Di said…
Suzie, I only just discovered your lovely blog, but was devastated to read this post. I hope and pray that things are slowly improving by now. Take care - you have such a wonderful and caring circle of bloggy pals praying for you.
Carrie P. said…
You are missed and I am still praying. Keep your head up.
Jeannett said…
Deseo de todo corazon que tu esposo se recupere pronto y no sea nada grave, un gran abrazo mis oraciones estan contigo.
M said…
Continue to pray for your and your husband. Hospitals being what they are these days I am sure you have be discharged. Do hope you are in a very good - hard working - stroke rehab program. It is going to take months and years of work - for the smallest but also most dramatic gains. We care and hope the best.
Marie Sews said…
My thoughts and best wishes are with you. Take care and be safe and happy.

Regards,

Marie
ale balanzario said…
I havent visited you lately, Im sorry to know what has happened to you.

My thoughts and prays are with you and your family.

Ale.
Still thinking of you and your family Suzie! Hope that things are starting to look up.
I stop by every so often to see if you have come back. I hope that things are going better. Take care.
Amy R said…
Warm wishes being sent your way for all your family far and near!

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